(1) NDE

“The journey of the mystic is the journey through darkness and the illusion of death, retuning back into light and the glory of no-thingness, for that is where the light is, in the depths of no-thing which is everything.” ~ Soul Mysteries

The Sacred Journey – Sun Rise to Son Set

“As mortals we are like flowers, glorious for one brief moment.” ~ Soul Mysteries

Decency Caveat:- feed not, nor hold onto any hate towards those in this your current incarnation who chose to hate you, abuse you or who sort to destroy you. For the journey of soul is far too complex for such one dimensional thinking. For in truth God alone knows how things were and are meant to be. Therein and for a soul, forgiveness is a given, but forgetting is not, for all is the great work, the love in karma is balance. For we choose to love through soul inclination, not the conditioning of birth family inculcation et al. Thats why;  “I’m sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you” is soulful. Therein to forgive our own flaws and the hurtful flaws of others on the journey along the narrow path towards the narrow gate. For love and love alone is the great redeemer. Not hate, money or power and control over others. For they are all finite. Whereas love and soul are eternal, which NDE’s prove.

There are many reasons why a soul would choose to incarnate as a mortal. But perhaps the greatest of all reasons is the glory of remembering whilst incarnate. Yes; remembering who they are and where they are from. For; the amnesia of separation is simply fuel for the white noise of distraction. But the white noise of distraction does not serve the soul. How would the author know that? Well multiple so called near death experiences which I prefer to call; “soul retunings”. Thats how and because of those soul retunings “I realised at the point that I truly understood, that there are no near death experiences (NDE) only mystical experiences that remind the lucky ones of who they truly are.” But here’s the thing. Many struggle to deal with such experiences, I certainly did and have. Why? Because up until recently it was simply not accepted or acceptable to talk about such things. Still soul retunings aka NDE’s are the hallmark of the Mystics journey for whilst always a derivative of the souls call to heal. They almost always arise in the mortal plane through illness, injury and multilayered trauma. My own mystical journey in this incarnation began by incarnating into a demonic family. Living in an entity filled home and being under attack day and night from utterly vile earthbound spirits. Compounded by derelict parents consumed by their own agendas. Both of whom allowed an utterly vile, demonic sibling to sexually, physically and emotionally terrorise, traumatise and dehumanise me throughout my entire childhood. Whilst my equally vile younger sibling watched all this abuse of me unfolding and said nothing to anyone. Net result; many illnesses, much inner and outer trauma as I struggled to cope with all the abuse that had been imposed upon me. Indeed a pattern that would propel me into the mystical world of inner exploration. That said; my first soul retuning was at the age of seven whilst desperately ill with measles and other complications where on several occasions it was touch and go whether I would make it or not. A time during which I left my body many times and was immediately in a place of unimaginable beauty. No tunnel of white light, nothing of the sort simply joy and splendour all around me, playing with my oldest sibling who passed over long before my birth. But you see; this didn’t disturb me at the time for the first conscious thought I ever had was “what if this is all a dream and I wake up”. As such I kept feeling that all I was doing was wakening up whilst oblivious of my illness and of course I was, I had awakened. Imagine my horror when being completely lambasted for articulating where I had been. Thereafter I learned quickly once the horror subsided, that I wasn’t safe, that it wasn’t safe to be me and it certainly wasn’t safe to be in that home. So the journey of the seeker, the mystic and the survivor of mortal abuse begins for so many souls on their journey of soul. Harsh, lonely, terrifying, mystifying, hearbreaking, illuminating, head frying, o yes that is the true journey of soul. Where all the crap that was imprinted upon us, all the abuse that was directed towards us and all the hate that fractured our sense of self. Must be healed and must be transformed back into light. That is the journey of remembering, the great journey of soul. A journey that would take this seeker through decades of illness, disease, trauma, immense emotional, physical and spiritual suffering and loss. A journey through and between worlds and a further two soul retunings aka near death experiences. The second utterly terrifying, where I visited the hellish place of lost souls and lost hope. The third completely innefable, so head frying, so liberating and yet so traumatising. For; it left an indelible imprint upon me that I am not of this lowly world and that I so want to be through my work. For then and only then can I go home. For it is no easy task being under constant attack from the shadow and feeling the depth of suffering that is everywhere whilst holding on for dear life to the God of love. Indeed fun and joy it is most certainly not. Divine it most certainly is, albeit divinity within mortality is hard work. So be you not fooled by the tricksters out there. Know that the grace of the God of love holds tight onto those who are chosen and that means a harsh and challenging journey of soul. Indeed a journey that changes all things and everything for ever, for the death of everything and a return to no-thing is the prize of wholeness. That’s why popping back home during a journey of soul for a soul retuning aka near death experience, offers great benefits and it is those benefits that are (a) helping some souls stay the course and (b) creating the unprecedented mass awakenings that this weary old logos called earth is witnessing. Therein if you’ve undergone the journey back for a soul retuning, speak out about it, embrace the learning and knowing you’ve gained from it. But do not allow yourself to be consumed by it. For it is no medal of honour that must be worn and projected outwardly to define and align you with some sort of band of brothers and sisters. Treat your soul retuning experience with absolute reverence and do the inner work, serve and heal exponentially. For the sacred journey of soul is just that; a sacred and divine journey. Why? Because the journey of soul has little if anything to do with mammon, for it is the epitome of agape. Therein and to those who chose to hate you during your current incarnation, to those who delighted in abusing you and who sort to destroy the very essence of your peace and security. Thank them, thank them, thank them and pray that the light of lights re-enters their very being, very soon. Whilst reciting; “I’m sorry for what I must have done to you in the past and I hold nothing against you in the present. After this there is only love and respect between us. For you are loved and will always be so, such is the law of one. Such is the ineffable grace of God and pax.” For that is the way, the only way that any soul can climb the spiral of freedom. By serving, loving and forgiving and by serving, loving and forgiving some more. For when you take your last breath as a mortal know that love and love alone will carry you back home to the light. So choose wisely how you choose to live out your current mortality. Let go of hate, let go of fear and embrace love. Look with kindness upon all sentient beings and upon all things and all senses and sensibilities. Set yourself not above any other. Humble yourself. Serve, heal and then serve and heal some more. For we are all truly divine, therein; I hope that when I take my last breath that I am absolute love, indeed a beacon of light. And if that love that is my soul inclination is clouded by the suffering of my final mortality. Well; I pray that I’ve done enough during this incarnation that the divine will see fit to carry my soul home again. For we are all but a brief moment in time as mortals. Clay and dust yet soul that is eager and always willing to evolve and to return back to the stardust of exponential potential. Indeed where the light of a trillion stars will fill our entire being and we will become again beacons of love, inspiring other souls to love with pure inclination. “O I love you great soul, you are divine, be well always and please allow love to be the measure of your glow.” ~ Namaste.


“Only the strongest of souls can bring light into darkness, wisdom into lacking and love to replace hate, for they have mastered the lesson of mortal suffering and have risen to the challenge of service.” ~ Soul Mysteries

“There is no God, but God” ~ Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him


”Seek the light, trust the light, be the light and ask the light to always be with you” ~ Soul Mysteries

“Be generous in prosperity, and thankful in adversity. Be worthy of the trust of thy neighbor, and look upon him with a bright and friendly face. Be a treasure to the poor, an admonisher to the rich, an answerer of the cry of the needy, a preserver of the sanctity of thy pledge. Be fair in thy judgment, and guarded in thy speech. Be unjust to no man, and show all meekness to all men. Be as a lamp unto them that walk in darkness, a joy to the sorrowful, a sea for the thirsty, a haven for the distressed, an upholder and defender of the victim of oppression. Let integrity and uprightness distinguish all thine acts. Be a home for the stranger, a balm to the suffering, a tower of strength for the fugitive. Be eyes to the blind, and a guiding light unto the feet of the erring. Be an ornament to the countenance of truth, a crown to the brow of fidelity, a pillar of the temple of righteousness, a breath of life to the body of mankind, an ensign of the hosts of justice, a luminary above the horizon of virtue, a dew to the soil of the human heart, an ark on the ocean of knowledge, a sun in the heaven of bounty, a gem on the diadem of wisdom, a shining light in the firmament of thy generation, a fruit upon the tree of humility.” ~ Baha’u’llah. That is the true and sacred journey of soul, where love is always, for love is the eternal call of soul.

Mortality is an incredible privilege, when we accept the frailties of the mortal condition ~ Soul Mysteries